WEEKLY REFLECTIONS
~ The Many Houses of God, Part
Two ~
(To appreciate a fuller meaning of this Reflection, please read
Part One
.)
In my high school and college years, I was given the honor and gift of talking
directly to a few Jews who survived the Holocaust. Still bearing the tatooed
prison numbers, they were quite elderly then and maybe dead now. That genocide
will soon be relegated only to writings, and with that comes the history
revisionists who already are leaving their distortion of reality for our
children to sift through, trying to decipher what really went on. Already
well known are the stories of the self-sacrificing heroes of all nationalities.
But I know the six women with whom I spoke did not put their memoirs on paper.
All of them spoke of things that would not be politically correct (or religiously
correct), and thus overlooked. One of them was how the prisoner prostitutes
and gypsies had "hearts of gold" when it came to helping these six Jewish
women of respectable family backgrounds and moral living stay alive so they
could, among more important things, speak to people like me.
In the Old and New Testaments, women of "ill-repute" served God and Christ
with more self-sacrificial zeal and attentiveness than I have. Like for King
David, Christ held a special place for them in His heart. Strangely enough,
He chose a couple of them to first witness His resurrected Self and spread
the news to His male disciples, who, naturally, did not quite believe them
and had to see for themselves. Thomas was not the only doubter, despite his
unfortunate label. Interestingly, only the males were recorded to have been
in doubt. The women (most of them of "ill-repute" except His mother, Mary)
were instant believers. Jesus knew how to turn the Jewish perspectives regarding
morality, law and gender upside down! He did it to teach us all something
about ourselves.
It's quite a popular and religious correct thing for us to recite the mantra,
"God looks into the heart, not the outward appearance." Teachers and preachers
have taken that into diametric directions. Those of us who present an approving,
respectable outward appearance may be harboring secret, shameful sins of
the heart, fearing exposure because it may "ruin" our "testimony" and cause
harm to the faith of others in both Christ and His identified followers.
Those of us who haven't been so faithful in our outward presentation and
behavior but know our spirit (heart) is very willing may find consolation
in God's penchant for giving greater merciful weight to our hearts on the
scale with our "flesh" as the counterweight. Those who do both, exhibiting
purity of heart and physical behavior, are typically canonized (acknowledged)
as "saints" by the Orthodox Churches, perhaps because it is a rather rare
achievement among us billions of humans throughout two thousand years of
Christendom. And also perhaps because those people merit our modeling and
study.
After he expounded on the great work of Elijah, the prophet who had the supreme
honor to be called to Christ's transfiguration to "discuss" Christ's mission,
and will be called again to be one of the two witnesses in the end times (see
Revelation), St. James reminded us, for good reason, that Elijah was a man,
"just like us." Just like me? I am tempted to doubt that. Yet the Old Testament
record speaks of his human foibles and God's calling him to task on them.
When I read about that, then yes, I can say Elijah was just like me, and
I can add Peter's fear-induced denial of knowing Jesus during His arrest
and kangaroo trial into the mix of what I am like. You can even throw me
into Thomas' world, who told his fellow followers of Christ, "Unless I physically
touch Him, I can't believe He is alive." And thanks to the grace of Christ,
I am given the honor of physically touching Him.
That's why I need (not just enjoy) my time in creation, be it in forested
mountains, in thick swampy wetlands or the ocean surf. That's why I need
(not just enjoy) to walk barefoot on the earth from early Spring into late
Autumn, even when the cold and terrain hurts a bit. That's why I need (not
just enjoy) to write these Weekly Reflections and pray outside through all
the seasons and weather. I need to touch the Christ in His creation. (Are
we not all drawn to the "magic" of campfires and water flowing through streams
and rivers or crashing on ocean beaches?)
To me, our Maker did not just leave His magnificent signature in creation
to be a "witness" to His existence. The scriptures cited above support the
reality that "all things are held together in Christ" and that He is present
in all things. And if that is so with "all things," it must be especially
so with all people, even those we despise for making mistakes, for hurting
us, for "leaching" from us, for giving us "bad examples" of how to live,
for managing their mental, emotional and organic physical afflictions in
destructive ways. Yes, Jesus told the prostitute who was dragged before Him
as a test of the Jewish law to entrap Him, "Go and sin no more." He predicated
that, however, with the joyful sound of, "Where are your prosecutors now?
They are not here to judge you. Neither do I." And so I am also joyful to
stand next to the guy in the back shadows of the temple who can only tap his
chest (the part over his heart) saying over and over, "Please be merciful
to me, a sinner."
He wasn't saying, "A ex-sinner" or "A recovering sinner" or "If you show
me mercy I will sin no more." The cross. We tend to overlook that there
were three of them. The three must go together to fully understand the middle
one from which Christ hung. The guy on one side of Jesus was still an arrogant
mocker, despite his intense pain in the face of his slow dying. I know many
of us humans are on that side. On Christ's other side was a man whose outward
appearance was certainly no noble "testimony" to anyone at that time. He
was a convicted, death-sentenced prisoner of the state. No glory to anyone.
He even admitted his guilt, asking for no mercy.
All he asked Jesus was to "remember" him, meaning his despicable life, his
mistakes, his guilt, his merited consequences. That man probably never stood
in the back shadows of a temple asking God to be merciful to him. He was
satisfied to only be remembered by the Maker of all. Christ transcended the
man's despicable outward appearances and told him, "Today, you will be with
me in paradise." What, no "closure" for the man's victims? No "community
service" in hell for reparations of his sins against heaven? A bypassing
of requirements for baptism and conversion? No requirement for the verbal
confession and remorse of crimes against humanity? Just "remember me" and
that's it? What kind of justice is that?
That is the justice of our Maker. Stranger yet, two thousand years later
we remember that nameless man as a wondrous testimony of Christ's love and
being. How many of us are more like him than like the pre-conversion Saul
(St. Paul), who, while presiding over the execution of first martyr Stephen,
was beyond reproach in matters of law, morality, ethics, religious observations
and civil behavior? How salvific and what great news (i.e. the gospel) it
is to be "remembered" by Christ!
And let us remember a little play on English semantics: To be "remembered"
is to be "re-membered" or "made member again." So who among us doesn't believe
in miracles and grace?
John S. Hilkevich, Ph.D.
Spiritual Resource Services
~ Education, Research and Advocacy
in the Christian Faith ~
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Spiritual Resource Services © October 13, 2005
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